I believe there'll be a colorful rainbow after the heavy rain.

It seem to be quite a long time I haven't been here. I felt that this seem like a treasure box for me, keeping all my old stuffs. And now I have graduated from my Diploma in Interior Design in Limkokwing University...

Later on, I have worked in a small furniture company for another 6 months before I transferred to KBU International College for further study in Degree. And yeah, I'm currently studying in New environment, New style of studying, New way of living, New idea of designing and everything is just NEW.

I should concludes my living here into 2 happenings: 

Good happening,

   I met a lots of new friends here, all the way from different places and states, and explore many new designs that can inspired me into to this mysterious design journey. Besides, I did learn KBU's style, which we have to build models models, and models.

(before I entered this college, I did know that they are quite familiar to build models for developing ideas.) 

    I also met my Badminton Kaki's here, they burn my spirit and energy up to MAX ^^ Really enjoy to have match with them. Unfortunately, the sun will dawn in someday after rising. 

Bad happening,

    I was injured my right leg due to over-exercise and over-stretching. And right after my injured, I had participated in KBU inter-school sport carnival: Badminton. I was so sad and down because of my injured leg and I can't even play well in every matches. Although I get won in Mixed double matches, I was still down because my injured leg will take me few months to recover. I couldn't run, jump, skip, bend, squat and etc. Every single night, I told myself, I've to apply medic on my leg, do light exercise for my leg to recover as fast as possible! Badminton is part of my life, it's always my energy booster.

(God, please bless my leg can be recovered as soon as possible, so that I can play badminton like usual.)

    Other than badminton, yeah..that will be my Designer's life. After I've been to here, KBU International College, I have never been fell so spiritless, idealess and I really can't find a way or a reason for me to generate ideas to design for every single project tasks. I can't find my motivation anymore, I can't develop ideas like previous when I studied in my diploma course. WHY? WHY? WHY?  My brain is full of unknown questions! Maybe I really not prepare to study yet? OR maybe the projects that given to me are not motivate myself to do it for? I always keep myself inside the room, looking outside through my window and seeing the world, the time, the people moving around here and there. I realized that and I knew that. Oh yes, I'm totally lost in the jungle. 

So what the solution? 

I dunno know. 

All I just know is to keep escaping,

keep moving,

keep fooling around,

till the day that I believe has arrive.

The day that I believe,

There'll be a colorful rainbow after the heavy rain.

I do hope my motivations and design spirits can always be around me, I can work with clear mind without many unknown questions appear and running around my mind.

Sometimes, I'm afraid that myself has up till the limitation, I couldn't go further anymore, I'm stuck inside my mind. I really hope to see the rainbow appear in my eye again and brighten my design's ideas, my mind and lighten up my heart toward design...

The Effort n The Paid

Yeah, Finally it's done! But only for the first perspective view. I still have to continue doing modeling in 3Dmax and rendering. Pheww~

When I was done the models, I was so excited to render it. However, it took me a lot of time, roughly about 2hours rendering time. I was like fall from the top, can't even render it with a best quality of work. Thus, I lower down my quality and the size of this render image, and finally it took me about 10~15min rendering time. Later on, I did touched up and create the mood that I wish to have for this area. When I finished my touch up and printed it out, I feel so happy about it, because I already put a lot of effort on it and this is what i get paid of.

So, it is a place for people to rest, read and work with silent and relaxing. I would like to thanks one of the Nippon Youth Winner Award student who create the name of "Silentine". I very like that name so I named this place as Silentine, a silent and innovation place where people spent time on it. My conceptual idea was inspired by tree, a nature form which grows in an unique form that influence by wind, water, sunlight and other sources. The bookshelves was reflecting the tree branches that grow along the whole wall to get the sunlight. In the middle of the area, it had a tree which allows people to sit and relax. And the combination of the ceiling design with the tree, it gave out the natural feeling and made the whole environment lively as we walk into a forest.

To be continued.............................

Design n Design...about 4 hours after

DESIGN AFTER 4 HOURS.....

Briefly to say, I'm rushing for my final assignment which also known as my final production of this 3 years of learning process. Its design for a so-called RE-youth Hostel for my final assignment. I had did many research and site-analysis about the site. Before I continue, I would like to say the site chosen by my lecturer, Vickram was the LIMKOKWING KL Center which was located in Jalan Sultan Ismail. And what the image above shown, it was my first perspective view of the Silentine, also common known as the library or the resources room for the first 4 hours. But this is NOT the final production of my 3D view, however I still have to add-on a lot of things inside such as books, chairs, working table and etc. 

I had been sitting in front of my working desk for more than 4 hours and I'm getting bored and bored right now. what I should do after now was I have to sit more and more hours still.................HAIZ

my 3Ds coming sOoN!!!!

#Quality Design get good pay, but Design Process need billion time to finish.#

Towards the first step

Everyone carries a burden,
depending whether your burden is huge or just nice,
or live without any burden.
By the way, I'm sure that everyone is under the condition of preparing
this LOAD for the future.

I somehow get to know I already came up to 20th and it's about the time for me to carry such a huge load onto my shoulder. I know that I will have to carry the whole family burden included car, food, house, insurance, loan and etc. In the same time, I also realized that a flip of eye already came to so many years and I already became an adult and mentality had mature much more compare to last time. 
Today, I'm not playing hide and seek in the playground anymore; I'm not going to do childish stuff as past anymore.....
And now, I had decide how is my life to survive in this world and planned how my future will gonna be.

Let me share a story of my friend who he is one of my best friend in my whole life ever. His name, Randy. He previously is a cute and shorty guy among my friend, but he is smart and nice guy. He always afraid and less confidence of what he did although he was trying to pretend it. You may saw him full of confidence but he actually was not. In the time past and flew away, he and I had turned into adult. He no longer like last time, he become a great person that I knew among my friend. He graduated in STPM with flying colors and got the offer letter from one of the Government University in Perak for further studies. However, he had decided to reject the offer and chose to stay beside his family. He knew that the value of staying with family is unpredictable. In the same time, he also knew that he may not afford his study fee and living cost there. And this guy, he seek for a job as a teacher in primary school. Besides, he not only teaching in school but to earn money for his family, he also did extra work through home tuition and sometimes he went to hypermarket to be as promoter. When I heard of that, I was get touched and it melted my heart immediately. This guy worked so hard to survive in this world and in the same time to make income for family expenses, and what makes me get touched was he did not care about how bad of the job and his reputation, but he still doing his own goods and income to settle down his own LOAD or somehow to say BURDEN. 
For what I told above about this guy, it's my best friend, Randy. 

He make me realized that the world would not pay you to survive but YOU are the one who have to pay yourself to survive. If you still have family, you MUST work for no reason to overcome your expenses include your beloved family members. Family is the MOST valuable person that everyone should take care and manage well, because you will not appear in this world without FAMILY. Therefore, please do kindly appreciate what they did for you and love them with no reason. 

Back to this title, I should get prepare to face my life and my future soon. I must have the strength to overcome my burden with correct and brilliant way without hurting someone that you loved. Without a first step, you not able to say YOU'RE READY ! 

so, are you ready for your journey?? It's time for us to get our FIRST step together toward our future !!